Yesterday, November 29, we went to Bayview in Pagbilao for my classmate's birthday bash. It was a long drive and we were so many that we couldn't fit in the vehicle. I felt sick for a moment there because it was so hot and it felt claustrophobic. I felt like passing out. But anyways, it wast worth it. I fell inlove with the place as soon stepped out of the van and felt the wind hit my face. FREEDOM. The view was fantastic. It was what OMG was made for.

I wasn't able to make a detour to the helipad and I'm cursing myself for it. Ugh

Behold, the helipad. :D

We could've gone steady ya'know. :\

There are no words for this beauty. ♥

The lighthouse. 

At night: 

Oh the lights. *starry eyed

Yes dude, that's the real thing. The lighthouse is actually planted in front of a powerplant and looks like city lights from afar. AMAZING.

Enough of the tour, back to the story. 

Some of us went home because they weren't allowed to stay the night. Boo.

We had a few shots and bottles but we din't get drunk. I was vomit-free for the first time (weak).We swam in the pool til 10 and had karaoke til 12. Again, it was a long drive to Malicboy. We spent the night there. We were many men down and all that's left to stay was me, my bestfriend dimna, peep, ellaine, rytts and ian. Dimna and I slept at 2am. I only had 5 hours of sleep before the trip and I couldn't keep my eyes open. The rest watch movies for who knows till what time it is. We woke up 6am and had breakfast. Gobbled a whole llanera of lechetin (lecheflan-gelatin) We resumed our karaoke session. We till we were told to go home. We feel like pests.  We went home 2pm. lol

Some photos when the night was still low:

Paws up Fortimonsters!

Me and Fat Rabbit.

She had to leave early. Screw parental control. >:@

And yes, I'm the fat one in red. O__O

To wrap it up, I would like to thank you for bearing with this noob blog. It's my first time posting with pictures but oh well at least I get to blog about it. heee

P.S. I just snitched these photos 'cause I was stupid not to bring a cam. Boo

One word.

LEGEN... Wait for it.... DARY!

Twitterpated. ♥

Cher Mr,
I know this might sound crazy but I think, just think that things are not over between us. (Corny) I thought we both moved on. Well at least I thought you did but now it's 4am and we're wide awake and still talking. I never got the least bit bored. I wonder why I got this twitterpated feeling. We had this thing 5 years ago and I ended it, for I have to leave and settle in some other place. I'm sorry to have hurt you. I was hurt too. I was stupid at that time, we both were. We were young. I remember you used to be your mama's boy and she glares at me when she sees us together. I remember the perfume you bought me as a gift, everything. Well, that part seemed exaggerated but whatever.
5 years I stayed single. I thought I was still in love with my first love but in truth, I realized it was you. I brighten up whenever you give me a buzz on facebook. There wasn't a moment where it felt awkward. All seemed natural like blooming of flowers in spring. We're miles apart and I don't know how to work things out. It's just ineffable. I'm coming home soon and I can't wait to see you.

Snowdoll is in need of being rescued. Please apply.

Crushed.

I knew not to expect too much but still, I did. Life can be cruel.
Yesterday I got news about this cosplay event that'll be on the 31st. We were encouraged to join - since we'd done cosplaying for a school event. I really wanted to go. I plan to dress up as Hatsune Miku from Vocaloid as I did last year. I had new plans, new ideas that I could add to my costume. I was thinking of recreating my arm panels. Last year, I used cardboard and it din't turn out as I'd expected. They feel heavy and they stick out of place which bums me out so I thought of using stickers, why not? I just have to print two of em and they're good to go. And also, my teacher told me that she could borrow an aqua wig for me. I was stoked about wearing the real thing. I'll be in full costume unlike last year. Well, so much for my costume ideas. I have more but whatever.
Turns out, I run out of slots so I din't get it. Drat, I was really looking forward to it. I wanted to be in the thing. My mushroom-cloud of ideas suddenly turned into dust. There's no hope. Just like when I really wanted to make a decision for myself that could change my life but sadly, the universe seemed to be against my favor. They wouldn't let me prove my worth. I couldn't show the world what I'm capable of because IT wouldn't let me. And now I'm stuck in here feeling sorry for myself and keeping it locked up inside of me. Just so you know, I refuse to be normal.
I want to shine like every star in the sky does.

P.S. If I ever get in an accident after this, I swear this is just a teenage rant. Not some suicidal note. :)

Here goes nothing.

First blog post. (Forgive me if I suck at this too much) 

Here it goes...

It's semester break and I'm tryna make the best of it. Home-bound style. Well I do go out sometimes but usually I stay at home and watch epic crap. I prefer temporary world detachment rather than be a social butterfly. I'm not totally anti-social. However, I can be a social animal if I wanted to. In fact, think of me as in between. Undefined. Balanced.